Holy Spirit as a Helper

Something strucked me today when I was brushing my teeth.

Remember when Jesus promised a helper, that is Holy Spirit.
I just realized that, Holy Spirit helps in ways I can't imagine.
It's a Holy Spirit that lives in my heart, which is surely understand what my soul needs most.
It understands that I need courage, need to be brave;
It understands that I need to be a blessing for colleagues;
It understands that I need to be creative;
It understands that I need to be hardworking;
It understands many things that I can't even figure them out.

I guess the reason why I don't feel any significant Holy Spirit existence.
That's merely because, I don't take care of It, ignorance.

As a man eats so that he can do work.
If I'm looking forward to see what Holy Spirit can do to help me, meet my needs, then I gotta feed It. Feed with what? of course God's words.

Prologue

Today I decided to start a blog, this has been what i wanted for a long time.
to write something that I feel and to keep record just in case i might read it in future.

This blog is intended to write anything, especially spiritually.
Just something to kick off, I'm a christian, and have been for about 7 years already.
Wow, I just counted it in my head, didn't realize it was that long,...
but that was the number of years since i was baptized, I don't think I've been living a true christian life for "7 years" but as for this moment now, I'm really looking fwd to live a true christian life, a true Jesus' disciple.

There are so many things in my head to get all these started, to live a new life, life with significant change. But something's telling me, I'm just being like Martha, busy with so many things (probably writing up this prologue right now too).
I will just write another blog entry to end this "Martha" syndrome.

An enthusiastic seeker,

Jax